Yup, that's me. I am not quite sure why, I just am. No church, no (mandatory) teen/parent youth group meeting today at 1:30, no packing for Rae's national youth leadership trip in a mere few days, no fun, no nothing. I really wonder why.
Went to the doc yesterday...ran the usual blood work. We are not quite sure why I have been tanking lately. Not very interested in much of anything the last few weeks. One would think that I would be ready to have a party considering the excellent results of my biopsy - nothin!
Kids are awesome. They don't need much and understand mommy. Since my surgery in 2006, my body just isn't the same. Vitamin deficiencies all over the place - fatigue is a regular thing with me and there are some other complications that I will have to live with as a result of the surgery, but hey, I have my life back. It was do or die, so I did. And whatever the side effects are, I have my life back again and for that, I am grateful. I guess, in retrospect, I have so much to be grateful for. So why the dumps?
I say....Vitamin D need. I need to get some good old sunshine (other than my kids faces that is). Some heat and Vitamin D on this ghostly white skin of mine. I tan pretty easily and get pretty golden but cannot keep a tan to save my life. So, my skin is, by this time of the year, looking much like a roadmap that spans the United States. Tomorrow going to have lunch with Vic - she is always good for a laugh....good for my soul.
So, I thought I would just complain a bit here since I am sure no one else is really interested. Great thing about the computer, it doesn't talk back, it doesn't have a mind of it's own and it never complains about what is said or not said. Sort of like my boy, Buddy. He knows when I need "happy", he knows when I need "speed", he knows when I just need a furry shoulder to lean on and talk to. He doesn't judge me, he kisses me on command (what other guy is willing to do that?), he loves anything I give to him, he is always happy to see me, even if I am grumpy, he is patiend, kind and sometimes even makes me laugh with his antics. Maybe that is where I will spend my afternoon tomorrow. Lunch with Vic and barn with Buddy....sounds like a plan.
But...you know what they say about the best laid plans....(they DO say something right? For the life of me, I cannot remember what it IS that they say, but think they DO say something)...
Until next time...
Went to the doc yesterday...ran the usual blood work. We are not quite sure why I have been tanking lately. Not very interested in much of anything the last few weeks. One would think that I would be ready to have a party considering the excellent results of my biopsy - nothin!
Kids are awesome. They don't need much and understand mommy. Since my surgery in 2006, my body just isn't the same. Vitamin deficiencies all over the place - fatigue is a regular thing with me and there are some other complications that I will have to live with as a result of the surgery, but hey, I have my life back. It was do or die, so I did. And whatever the side effects are, I have my life back again and for that, I am grateful. I guess, in retrospect, I have so much to be grateful for. So why the dumps?
I say....Vitamin D need. I need to get some good old sunshine (other than my kids faces that is). Some heat and Vitamin D on this ghostly white skin of mine. I tan pretty easily and get pretty golden but cannot keep a tan to save my life. So, my skin is, by this time of the year, looking much like a roadmap that spans the United States. Tomorrow going to have lunch with Vic - she is always good for a laugh....good for my soul.
So, I thought I would just complain a bit here since I am sure no one else is really interested. Great thing about the computer, it doesn't talk back, it doesn't have a mind of it's own and it never complains about what is said or not said. Sort of like my boy, Buddy. He knows when I need "happy", he knows when I need "speed", he knows when I just need a furry shoulder to lean on and talk to. He doesn't judge me, he kisses me on command (what other guy is willing to do that?), he loves anything I give to him, he is always happy to see me, even if I am grumpy, he is patiend, kind and sometimes even makes me laugh with his antics. Maybe that is where I will spend my afternoon tomorrow. Lunch with Vic and barn with Buddy....sounds like a plan.
But...you know what they say about the best laid plans....(they DO say something right? For the life of me, I cannot remember what it IS that they say, but think they DO say something)...
Until next time...
